have u ever wondered how many things we've lost since very very long ago?be it material stuffs or friends, or some dreams that u are aiming for?
I think i've lost countless number of things which i cant even name them all now.
I've lost opportunities before, I've lost friends before, I've also lost dreams before.
is that the reason why we should have treasure all the things we have so that we wont have to think back and regret wad should we have done or shouldnt have done it.
things are so complicated...
after enlisting in the army, i felt that i've lost alot of precious things.first and foremost is probably freedom and time.having booking out on saturday and book in on sunday is totally shit where everyone gets to have their weekends for their family and friends.
i think that when u dun have yr time for yr family and friends, u will lose more things. things like friendship, probably the memories will fade away slowly...family wise, u never know when they will leave u. this is the kind of feeling i hated most...where the obscurity of everything just make u feel so insecure and u duno wad comes for u in the future...zzz
i really need a jar of encouragement...
