Monday, May 31, 2010 12:31 AM
how come im starting to hate all these things now...zzz
listening to these songs just make me felt better and worse too...i dunno why i have these feelings...
u are in my mind everytime...Saturday, May 29, 2010 2:13 AM
sian sian sian~
why my life seems so mundane now...
its missing something.grr....
life without target
Tuesday, May 25, 2010 1:53 PM
i really hope i can get into ntu after my appeal. haiz...why is studying so difficult?zzz...i know appealing into related course might be easier to get in but i think ill die in an uglier way if i do that becuz i will not like wad i will be studying. Please just let a miracle happen!!
at least i will have sth to show and not be a nobody to you.does everyone work so hard for people to acknowledge their existance?Sunday, May 23, 2010 2:56 PM
i must have owe you in my previous life...
even now im still missing you...Monday, May 17, 2010 12:35 AM
hi blogger, im back again after so long. sorry for being a jerk nelecting you and only finding you when i am feeling sad. but i really got no other choice. i dunno who to talk to. my friends cared for me i know, but i couldnt talk to them about this becuz i should have listen to them long ago. so i shouldnt go to them when im hurt again. As for my parents, i've never talk to them stuffs like this as well. I think they wouldnt understand anyway. so without anyone to talk to, ill just have to find you!Pls just compromise me.
i guess not everything has its happy ending. it started and ended but doesnt end so beautifully. haha..what a joke. i duno wad i did was right or wrong, whether i will regret it, i really duno. i guess it doesnt affect u much, but im telling you that it has become a stone in my heart. im too sensitive for a person. thats what most people think too. i just hope everything will turn out just fine where both parties are satisfied.
1 thing about blogger is that it doesnt reply u anything unlike yr friends or whatever. it can be a good thing becuz sometimes advices are not always good. but it can be a bad thing as well cuz i wouldnt know wad step to take now. Life is such a sickening thing. i know we should look on the bright side of life. but im probably seeing more dark sides now.zzz
i guess im really taking it too hard. it will just be memories now. i hope the best for you too.
i dunno if you will read this becuz i dun really think u will visit my dead blog. but i still just wanna say thanks for everything too. i still duno if im over you...but ill try...ill try my very best...it will work out somehow.
