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Everything happens for a reason
coolios!!
Saturday, January 23, 2010 12:09 AM

WOOT!!!im super high today!!..cuz i PASSED by NAPFA TEST!ok...not totally all the stations are done by me, haha...must really give my thanks to kenneth. if not i would have to retake again.zzz...

im actually suppose to do 5 pullups in order to pass, but weakling me~i just couldnt reach that amt.so ermhm!sth has to be done. yeah...den i broken 3 of my records!!!thats wad im proud about!for shuttle run, first time in my life i reached 8.98s..omg!cannot explain my happiness. its also a second run did i get this timing. im like really over the moon la!next up is standing broad jump, well not very far, but my original distance was 226 but i jumped 235 today=.=wad a big difference...zzz..ok but im happy too at least a C grade. NEXT UP, my 2.4km!!!omgosh!!!im happy but disappointed too. happy is becuz i got at least a Cgrade for a timing of 11.05min..and surprisingly i came in first out of the big lots of people who are running...i din even realise that until i reach the finishing line..thats another achievement for me as well..but its not really a big deal cuz im only 11min-.-im actually aiming for below 11. a tremendous amount of stuffs are running through my mind when i was running. i guess those are the things that made me pushing myself harder when i was running. the other two stations which are the situps and sit and reach probably i reached the Agrade already..so i didnt bother to break my own record.haha..but overall...if i can get my pullups..ill probably get an gold award already...but now its silver..no worries!silver can be exempted from first two months of NS already..WOOT...thats enough liao!.


next im gonna talk about my NIECES!!!!....i really have SUPER ALOT of nieces which i dun even rmb how many do i have...zzzz...ok lets count now...
1.sheena
2.sarah
3.jiahui
4.xinhui
5.xinrong
6.xinyi
7.gabrielle(1 year old!)
8.amanda(around there also)
9.raynee(i guess also that age?~.~)
ok...7 8 and 9 are super duper damn cute!!!i think my cousins are really good!they are so pro in making cute and beautiful babies...LOL..they made me feel like wanting to just get married and have my own baby!LOL..i wonder if mine will look as suave!or pretty! as them!HAHAHH
hmm...thats about 9 nieces that i have in singapore!i hope i didnt miss anyone out in singapore...THEN..i haven included those in malaysia!!!i think i have probably another 10 there...zzz..which i dun know them and dun rmb seeing them when im young too...lol..its a "nu er guo"...a female family!zzzz i only have 1 nephew in singapore...OMG...i really starting to imagine when all these kids grow up and then get together for gatherings...the house will be full of girls girls girls...zzzz....i hope my child will be a guy...HAHAH...he will be so fortunate to be surrounded by girls...ok...think too much...im still 19 going 20 and dun even have a gf now...ahhaha...



ok now is sch work!FYP ENDED!WOOT...*OPEN CHAMPAGNE!*lol...i think that really lifts off a big load off me...then for now i can concentrate on my subjects studies...and wait for graduation...some feelings that cant be put to words...i think i cant wait to leave SP...but i also bu she de to leave...aiya...dunno how to explain also la...all will be explained when time comes...hehe...


some things i wanna accomplish after blogging this post...although these doesnt really link up to the post..oh well..
first..i wanna improve my piano playing!basically rhythm sense and sight reading...
next..my studies...i wanna get into NTU...
thirdly...i hope i can improve my fitness...i can do pullups easily...den play better basketball if im fitter!!!....


ok i think my hands are really tired now...gtg~

Saturday, January 16, 2010 1:55 AM

bad day...

fail btt...stupid qns...

fail napfa..just becuz of pull ups...

sian...

busy~~~
Tuesday, January 12, 2010 1:27 AM

BUSY!BUSY!BUSY!!
this freaking word had been bugging me for a while...its like time is so precious and running out super fast!...just after the spinnnovex,i need to worry about the next presentation.zzz!now need to find a day which im free to take my napfa,omgosh!i think take or no take also no difference for me.i've been skipping my basketball training and i dont even take initiative to go jogging or wadever gym myself.Its not im not discipline ok!just that im always too tired after a day of work in sch or wherever. i even have lesser schedule for myself at work now.reason being "BUSY". im really sorry that i have to keep changing my schedule for work, but i have really no choice cuz freaking SP is so LAME and disorganised...zzz. And now, i have to keep going to the medical centre for my checkup,freaking hell!!!change appointment also cannot.think wad!dua bai!!!zzz.anw,just get over with it and just assign me to some lame PES!.dont really care about my NS though.


SIAN LA!!!i really wonder if i can get into a uni in singapore.my results really suck!its becuz of that stupid java programming which i totally got no clue to go about doing it!and it cost a downgrade of 0.5 for the GPA during year 1...GRRR....
shuckS!most probably my studies should be stuck at diploma level.cuz i think my parent will not be sponsoring me if i do choose a private uni.AHH!crap...hard life...


whats more!im taking my BTT on 15jan!!zzz.i still haven even started studying the BTT book.i know its just BTT, but its better not to overlook it cuz there ARE ppl who fail BTT too!..grr...seriously i think 2010 totally suck!...so far not 1 good thing happen to me in 2010.pls let sth happen which will cheer me up at least a little!


another issue!my dad showed me an article on newspaper.it shows a chart of numbers where u add up your total HP number and it show whether its a good number or bad number.AND GUESS WHAT!MINE IS UNDER THE SUPER BAD NUMBER!!oh crap!!!not that im supertitious, but 2010 surely is not a good year for me!my dad keep bugging me to change my HP number to his!cuz he said his is under the SUPER GOOD NUMBER!.but i thought it was too troublesome, cuz i need to change everything for admin purpose.so i told him maybe next time. cuz its the same anyway, i dont think much things will change.NEXT, my MUM!SHE SHOWED ME ANOTHER ARTICLE!!!!it totally crashed my mood la!it says HORSE IS SUPER BAD THIS YEAR!!!CRAP LA....no wonder all those stupid little things happen to me.zzz i really wonder wad thing or wadever can just balance this shit...cuz too many bad things is not very good right!so i really need some good things to happen!!grrr....


falling deeper...how?

boring days...
Friday, January 8, 2010 1:26 AM

ahh...so bored....especially SPINNOVEX!!!zzz...
just get over with it and obtain a good result from it...thats all i wanted...grr...


anyway...some happy things and some bad things to write(well, i'm typing now..xD) about...haha...anyway...

first thing..I FINALLY CAN HAVE PIANO LESSON AGAIN!!!!WOOT!!.im seriously uber happy and excited about it!its like after so long...THANKS MT!! but you're gonna move away soon...hope we can meet up more often!!..=(

secondly, i finally got to talk to my idol!JIAMIN!went to suntec and saw her singing(awesome as always!)..then went up to talk since no one was there...felt happy that she still remembers me...anyway...congratz on winning the champion!!!always yr supporter!=p


third happy thing!!!spinnovex is ending in 2 days!...wowowo!! come some champagne pls!!!MUSIC TOO!!!DJ BEAT IT!!!!...its a call for celebration!!!!BECUZ ITS TOO BORING!!!!....CRAPPY...


some happy things are great...but unhappiness are not so desirable...
grrr...feels so weird typing out my unhappiness...i dunno why...so i guess ill just skip it...zzzz...


anyway...today is the telephone role-playing test...OMG!!!i seriously possesses super cock-eye and SHIT-STUFFED EAR!!!!i didnt see that the question says my event is from 8-12...and i said that i wanted whole day!!!resulted in EXTREMELY EXCEEDED BUDGET...OMGOSH!!!...and the whole role-play is like shit la...zzzz...IM SORRY PATSY!!!i think i drag u into it..=(...pls forgive me!!!...all in all...these kind of test really sucks!!...but u can really score well if you are NOT like me...so...lesson learnt...OPEN UP YOUR EYES AND EARS IN THESE KIND OF TEST!!!!DAMN!!!



ok...and this morning i went to jurong medical centre for my heart scan...super irritating...i still need to come back on 20jan...and appointment couldnt be changed cuz only that day is available..wad is this man!!!..and jurong is like super far la!!!...can such stupid medical centre be more considerate to us?!?!and those doctors act wad dua bai!!!everything must appointment when i saw the medical centre is like a ghost town...no people was there la!!!...so wad are the doctors busy with?!??!zzzz...but i have no choice!!since its for NS...i need to go...zzzzz crap...
i think just see wad the doctor say...better post me to a PES that im satisfied...if not waste my time check here and there when im all healthy...zzzz...

ok...next...i think 15 or 16 i forgot...im gonna go some clubs or pub cuz its alvin's birthday...omgosh...all i can say is that i really hate alcohol smell now...drinking sucks!!!...after those hangover and odours from drinking...i really wanna never ever drink again..but thats not possible...becuz if u go that kind of places with yr friends...100% guarantee plus chop!!they will offer u to drink...so...all u can do is control and not drink too much...and after seeing how jickson puke for TWO DAYS!!...i conclude that drinking is really super bad for health...thats why...CONTROL!!DONT DRINK IS THE BEST!!!...even now...the toner i bought from O2skin contains alcohol...even now i smell it...it seems more like martell,chivas,wadever drink it is rather than a toner...zzzz....i know this is so crap...but...ALCOHOL SUCKS!!!but i think it really gives you the feeling of "high-ness" when u are drunk...and forget about all the stress and problems u have...but i realise thats only for that period of time when u are drunk...everything just rushes back to you when you have recovered from the alcohol effect. its just like, you have to experience all the bad things ALL OVER AGAIN. isnt that worse?? i think drinking is not a solution to problems solving. all we should do is to face the problem!.i think thats part of growing up. everyone will have to go through it. so....better not to drink till dead drunk...the feeling just suck!


alright..i think ive type enough now...im goin to watch show le...xD

new year!
Friday, January 1, 2010 2:47 PM

hmm..why does it new year doesnt seems so special to me?i duno why...zzz...sian...

anyway, i watched the countdown at khatib...not a bad one...at least all the singers are really great...then i went home after that....grr...wad a countdown...if khatib can have some fireworks and that will be so nice!haha....i know marina have it...but NO ONE is going there to watch it la...zzz...1st reason being too many people and most of them do not like to squeeze around in the crowd...oh well...

next up!i think chipmunks 2 is awesome!!!they are all super cute!!!!...anyone have the OST to the show?aww~~the thought of that movie really makes me fall in love with them!new year wish:have 3 talking chipmunks or chippetes as my friend!that will be uber cool!!

haha..and i wanna watch sherlock holmes too!!!!alot of recommendation by friends...i think it will be a good one too!grr...but whos willing to go watch with me?....darn....


this new year is super sian la....i bet 2010 is not gonna goes well for me compared to 2009...ahhhh....this is so depressing...

can i have some surprises???at least that would cheer me up=(......


boring 2010..

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Greetings!just enjoy yr stay=)


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