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dillema..
Friday, July 9, 2010 1:26 AM

seriously its such a sickening thing to make decisions.

i really wonder if i should opt to upgrade my pes status during my bmt, or just slack through the two years of ns. its like whats the point of upgrading if i dun even wanna sign on? and if i really sign on, will i be able to endure that kind of life with no freedom to do things that i want. should i really opt to upgrade pes just for that few hundred dollars of pay. another thing is pes C do not have to serve ippt which means no bonus money to earn even if i can get silver or gold for my napfa.zzz...come to think of it, as a guy, i think i should at least experience what its like to go for a road march, and other things which pes A or B do.>.< whats worse, the thing im looking forward to!THE SOC! crap man...my pes status is excuse from that!!go die la..whats wrong with flat foot man!..i really duno what should i do. ill be going in in around 3 weeks time. time really flies..just a blink of eye....

whats more?i wonder where can i go study after my ns. haiz...i dun think i will choose to go working 1st..becuz i think i will not have the idea of going studying after i start working. furthering my studies is also good for my work in future too. after all, i think it still comes down to money problems.zzz....sianz

grrr, no mood sia...

i really need you...
you've been my best listener...

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