sickening.
can i call life interesting or sickening? i really wonder, those passerby A or passerby B in your life, wad do they really mean? i dunno how to put all my feelings into words. i believe it must have a reason that they appear in your life. be it good or bad, there will definitely some lessons to be learnt. sometimes i wonder too, are they really true to you, so just putting on a show on the surface. i feel that its too hard for me to judge it, as the saying goes, 人心难测.
i really agree that you will make your bestest friend when you are younger. as you grow older, most of them are probably what they call acquintance..grr, whatever it is spelled, im too lazy to check it out. i think im a thinker! alot of stuffs really go through in my mind. but i really duno if that is a bad or good thing. in fact, i dun like that part of myself, becuz i prefer to not have that trait as a guy. i think as a guy, we should be more straightforward in expressing themselves.
sometimes, i really hope to have someone there to correct me. things i do, i might not even know that i was right or wrong. wad im going through now, probably no one will ever understands. wads worse, im one who keeps things to myself. so i wouldnt know how to confide to others. maybe if i did, the whole stories will not be told as well. haiz..i dunno wad i am typing now. tired...too tired...
