hi blogger, im back again after so long. sorry for being a jerk nelecting you and only finding you when i am feeling sad. but i really got no other choice. i dunno who to talk to. my friends cared for me i know, but i couldnt talk to them about this becuz i should have listen to them long ago. so i shouldnt go to them when im hurt again. As for my parents, i've never talk to them stuffs like this as well. I think they wouldnt understand anyway. so without anyone to talk to, ill just have to find you!Pls just compromise me.
i guess not everything has its happy ending. it started and ended but doesnt end so beautifully. haha..what a joke. i duno wad i did was right or wrong, whether i will regret it, i really duno. i guess it doesnt affect u much, but im telling you that it has become a stone in my heart. im too sensitive for a person. thats what most people think too. i just hope everything will turn out just fine where both parties are satisfied.
1 thing about blogger is that it doesnt reply u anything unlike yr friends or whatever. it can be a good thing becuz sometimes advices are not always good. but it can be a bad thing as well cuz i wouldnt know wad step to take now. Life is such a sickening thing. i know we should look on the bright side of life. but im probably seeing more dark sides now.zzz
i guess im really taking it too hard. it will just be memories now. i hope the best for you too.
i dunno if you will read this becuz i dun really think u will visit my dead blog. but i still just wanna say thanks for everything too. i still duno if im over you...but ill try...ill try my very best...it will work out somehow.
