BUSY!BUSY!BUSY!!
this freaking word had been bugging me for a while...its like time is so precious and running out super fast!...just after the spinnnovex,i need to worry about the next presentation.zzz!now need to find a day which im free to take my napfa,omgosh!i think take or no take also no difference for me.i've been skipping my basketball training and i dont even take initiative to go jogging or wadever gym myself.Its not im not discipline ok!just that im always too tired after a day of work in sch or wherever. i even have lesser schedule for myself at work now.reason being "BUSY". im really sorry that i have to keep changing my schedule for work, but i have really no choice cuz freaking SP is so LAME and disorganised...zzz. And now, i have to keep going to the medical centre for my checkup,freaking hell!!!change appointment also cannot.think wad!dua bai!!!zzz.anw,just get over with it and just assign me to some lame PES!.dont really care about my NS though.
SIAN LA!!!i really wonder if i can get into a uni in singapore.my results really suck!its becuz of that stupid java programming which i totally got no clue to go about doing it!and it cost a downgrade of 0.5 for the GPA during year 1...GRRR....
shuckS!most probably my studies should be stuck at diploma level.cuz i think my parent will not be sponsoring me if i do choose a private uni.AHH!crap...hard life...
whats more!im taking my BTT on 15jan!!zzz.i still haven even started studying the BTT book.i know its just BTT, but its better not to overlook it cuz there ARE ppl who fail BTT too!..grr...seriously i think 2010 totally suck!...so far not 1 good thing happen to me in 2010.pls let sth happen which will cheer me up at least a little!
another issue!my dad showed me an article on newspaper.it shows a chart of numbers where u add up your total HP number and it show whether its a good number or bad number.AND GUESS WHAT!MINE IS UNDER THE SUPER BAD NUMBER!!oh crap!!!not that im supertitious, but 2010 surely is not a good year for me!my dad keep bugging me to change my HP number to his!cuz he said his is under the SUPER GOOD NUMBER!.but i thought it was too troublesome, cuz i need to change everything for admin purpose.so i told him maybe next time. cuz its the same anyway, i dont think much things will change.NEXT, my MUM!SHE SHOWED ME ANOTHER ARTICLE!!!!it totally crashed my mood la!it says HORSE IS SUPER BAD THIS YEAR!!!CRAP LA....no wonder all those stupid little things happen to me.zzz i really wonder wad thing or wadever can just balance this shit...cuz too many bad things is not very good right!so i really need some good things to happen!!grrr....
falling deeper...how?